As a young man who once had a deep resistance to war, Fried was eventually forced to be involved in this battle of blood and fire. His experience was not only a personal tragedy, but also a witness to the ruthless destruction of human nature by war.

As the war spreads, survival becomes the younger brother's top priority.He was forced to take up arms and fight alongside his comrades.However, even on the battlefield, his heart was still full of confusion and confusion.He kept asking himself: Why fight?What is the meaning of this war?

As time goes by, the younger brother gradually realizes that failure in the war is inevitable.He witnessed the sacrifice of countless companions, including his dear brother.Every death was a heavy blow, causing his soul to suffer tremendous pain.The death of his brother made him deeply desperate, and he began to doubt the purpose and value of this war.

After being assigned to lead a group of child soldiers into the battlefield, the younger brother experienced a huge inner struggle.He didn't want to put these innocent children in the same situation as him.He is well aware of the cruelty of war and knows that he cannot protect every child.This feeling of powerlessness and hopelessness eventually led to his mental breakdown.