Jin Hera became famous this year through the role of Lisa La, a member of the bullying group in "Dark Glory". Recently, it was revealed by D agency that she was a member of the Taimei organization in junior high school, which was famous for its violent extortion!In this regard, she admitted that she had indeed joined the organization, but denied that she had directly participated in the atrocities and was only a bystander.Today (9/7), D agency released Kim Hera's handwritten letter of apology. In the letter, Kim Hera stated that she would repay her debts and live a good life, and hoped that reporters would give her another chance.She admitted that she was immature when she was young, but she never harmed others for no reason.
[The following is the full text of Kim Hera’s apology letter]
For reporter Kim So-jung...
The weather is getting quite hot. You should be very busy in such nice weather, but you still take time to consume your energy for me. I'm very sorry and thank you very much.
Although I have a lot to say, as time goes by, after meeting my friend OO, I feel that there is no point in saying more.So although I may feel uncomfortable, I will leave some of my story to the reporter in the end.
I admit the hesitation of my immature teenage years, and I doubt those of me who are ashamed of life and don’t remember self-abuse.Since I was a child, my name and appearance were special, so I would always receive attention, ridicule, or neglect wherever I went. After I became a junior high school student and entered second grade, even though it was not my will, I felt that because of my expressions,There are many things related to hyung, so when many topics come up, I can’t just stay quietly. Naturally, it’s better to receive attention than to be laughed at.It seems that I judge life with immature eyes.
But I challenged the show to go into television during the course of the show because I never risked my conscience on the fact that I would maliciously enjoy the torture and beating of some weak, alienated class... because that's what I felt in my heartreality.Because I am not fully grown up and have insufficient judgment, so in school...if I make a mistake, I will be disciplined by the teacher, study at a regular time, and form a class.
At that time...where I made a lot of mistakes, was not a model student, and the group they said or my very existence could become someone's threat or object of fear, and this made me realize and reflect on it..But I received many teachings from teachers during my school years. In order to gain the trust of teachers, I made up my mind to become a better person starting from the second semester of my third grade. I worked hard to become a trustworthy person in school life and started to search hard from high school.What you are good at and exert a benevolent influence.
After hearing what the friends who reported me said about me being the leader of a group of people, I got a lot of ideas.On the other hand, I am also relatively taciturn now. Because I am an activist and take things seriously, my first impression may be scary or make people feel very important, so others respect me more.
Through this report, I was stunned when I heard that when I was a child, my juniors described me as a target of terror.Because when I hit my friends, I didn’t play the dominant role reluctantly or forcefully.This is something completely unexpected.I took this time as an opportunity to look back on my past behavior and hesitation in the eyes of my younger friends, where I might have acted like a leader, and looked back on a lot of introspection and a childhood where I spent my time comfortably with self-blame and silence.Now as an adult, this personality has become an advantage and makes me take action, so it is even more unexpected.
Now these characters are advancing various things, doing good deeds, communicating, working hard to help friends who are preparing actors, helping the alienated disadvantaged classes, looking for things they want to do and things to do, trying to live wisely, and just living like this.I'm not saying that I was kind in the past, I'm just admitting that I was immature at the time, but I really never harmed others for no reason.From the moment I realized that wandering about that period was the wrong time, I couldn't go back to the past, but I worked hard to become a better person, worrying about what to do, and it seemed like I was living with this in mind.Work hard to become a good adult, and I hope everyone will remember this.
Because I'm chatting in text, it sounds like a defense, but because of reporters' precious time, these things can't be something that didn't happen.Although I can't undo my past, I have worked hard to become a mature adult after wandering around in my school days and to get the acting skills I desperately needed... I want to embrace people and share more of my life.
If you give me a chance, I will produce better works, or if they don't want me to produce works, I will continue to show my growth for a long time.
Please help me once.I will pay off a lot of debt in life.Thank you for reading the long article.I'm sorry and ashamed that I couldn't meet for good reasons.I also eat on time today, thank you for taking the time.
-Yours sincerely, Kim Hera-